Quote of the Day

10 10 2010

“Of all the things I’ve lost, I miss my mind the most.” -Mark Twain





Hate

21 09 2010

I come to my old abode to proclaim my hatred where few will hear it, hate hate hate it all hate you hate me hate all I see hate this world hate this life hate this death hate all you people hate hate hate hate you want love all you find is hate share with me drown with me in the sea of hate I wanna see the burning bodies behind these empty walls hatredy.





The circle comes full circle it seems…..

16 09 2010

“My advice to you is get married: if you find a good wife you’ll be happy; if not, you’ll become a philosopher.”  -Socrates





Me Time

6 09 2010

I once threw my sword into the forest’s care, many has it taken, many it shall take still…..I vowed that to achieve my ends I would not need it. And now upon its completion….I shall draw my sword for the last time, either for infinity, or for a heartbeat. I scratched my vows into the Battle Rock, and there shall destiny be tested once more. Jottun we shall overcome their hate with an evil so brutal it can only be divine justice in action!





Scythe’s Edge

24 08 2010

http://web.archive.org/web/20061018081609/http://reaper.iblogs.com/

If you don’t know, look at the fabled blog of reaper now decayedsoul, if you do, cherish the memories we had…..





My Journey Through Hell

15 07 2010

i walked the valley of the shadow of death to mt. calvary church on a moonless night in darkness…..first on the phone with a friend…..then back alone with a flashlight praying for mother god to protect me. i am the orignal sinner because i created the chance to freely choose to have free will by knowing right and wrong. i am the bad man. i too get scared in the dark. i am like you. i am not some invincible being…..i too feel…..i too suffer. i am both santa claus, the grim reaper of halloween, and the first president of the us of a. if i die tonight know that i can sleep in peace for i have done my part. you can make me disappear forever or become someone im not until i die of old age in a miserable lonely existence. i give this choise to you freely.





Time Keeps Marching

25 09 2009

Many people get the feeling that time passes by faster and faster the older you get. This is true, but most people cannot remember their lives from point A to present like I can with my elephant memory super powers. Most nights these days I’ll reflect on that, seeing various pictures of varied importance from my life and it hits me that HOLY SHIT I WAS IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL YESTERDAY! Oh wait, no that was almost a decade ago. Then the dreams I have lately involve the more important parts of my life, mostly things that changed me or influenced me a lot. And finally there is my new ability to piece together common related things whether they be insignificant or rather hurtful.

So I drift through these days waiting until the end of the year when I will be going to basic training and time keeps moving forward. Late at night I feel at peace with the universe and can’t help but wonder if perhaps fate has snagged my life into a set of events in the future.

I know my original purposes for writing a blog have passed, as have most of my friends on here, so the only reason I can think of for writing this is that I’m bored. Then again I won’t be shutting it down anytime soon so perhaps the future will have some purpose for this blog.

That’s all for now friends, oh wait I totally got a kick ass wolf tattoo.