Misery

The void is always at the tip of my tongue, trying to force blasphemies from my mouth.

 

Please end this misery. The void is just too strong. This existence grows weary and tires me. One can only suffer so long when all they have tried to do is move on. Its not like I don’t want to. I want to live. But the import of it, christ seriously i know how important it was! but it did not happen!

 

So why can I not sleep in peace?